inside jokes with your other half. the fact that you don’t care that I snort when I laugh. tickle wars and silly fights. you holding my hand as I sleep every night. I can honestly say that you have my heart. we knew there was a connection from the start.
Slowly but surely I am learning to not hold onto the things that make me sad or feel crushed by worries. I am learning to not compare myself to others while putting myself down, and to not judge without getting to know first. To open my mind and love all the little things. and to love myself.
I’m feeling very sad today. and what makes it hard is not having you here to wipe the tears away. The days feel much longer when I’m alone, but your voice makes me stronger when I hear you through the phone.